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Today, like everyday, I find myself searching for self worth.
Why was I spared?
Why does GOD show me mercy?
What is my purpose?
How do I find my path?
Why am I always failing?
This could be an endless loop...
The Outside...
All those times that I cried
all this wasted
it's all inside
and I feel all this pain
stuffed down
its back again
and I lie here in bed
all alone
I cant mend
but I feel tomorrow will be ok
but I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
see your true colors
cause inside your ugly
ugly like me
I can see through you
see to the real you
A Little Mexican Therapy...
It's been a while since I've had some Mexican therapy. You might be wondering what exactly that is. For some of us, it's a few margaritas. For me, it's a tortilla for my face! But, you have to say that with a Mexican accent and you have to get your entire party involved, if not the entire Mexican restaurant. And if you're lucky, the waitress too!
Today, I was at one of the local restaurants, with some of the kids. We had already eaten, and we were waiting for a to-go order. They were restless and playing around at the table. So, naturally, it was time to make tortilla faces. But, when there isn't enough tortillas you have to improvise. There I was, with aluminum foil and napkins, and the kids! We were having a blast. I noticed eyes wandering from other tables. (There was a large party in another section of the restaurant. That's why our order was taking so long.)
A lady came up to our table and she asked if she could take a picture. She said, she had a bad day and just needed something to make her laugh. She was enjoying the show and really wanted to post a picture on Facebook. (Her son's brain was bleeding and he had been airlifted to Gainesville, Florida. She was waiting to hear from the family there.) The kids posed for her so she could take a picture. She walked away laughing. It really brightened her day. In turn, it changed mine. :)
With all the superheroes in the world, how is there room for Teri Ratt?
Morning Conversation With GOD
- I am thankful for one more day.
- I am thankful for safety and security.
- I am thankful for what He has provided.
- I ask how I can be of service.
- I ask for knowledge, wisdom, strength, and patience.
- I ask to be a better person than I was yesterday.
- I ask to be an example to someone.
- I ask that the right words fill my mouth.
- I ask to see the best in people.
- I ask that I fill someone's need.
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